Freshness in my heart
Flowing through these thoughts
Ambition, Back on Top as a Cream
and now ready to chase the drifting away dreams
Vanquishing all those impediments
Thrashing off all those predicaments
Moving towards my destiny, which is just a step away from taking
Belive me, Belive me, for sure, an history is in the making

Ps: My own Rambling.......

Lonely Days.......................................


No one is there at home, since 13th of this month..My wife & daughter have gone to native (dashara vacations). I feel so lonely. No one to talk, no one to smile \ play around etc etc etc..

Though they are going to be back by 25th of October. The past one week, I had been feeling as if its years of separation..The one big question, which is popoing up now is..How the next 2 years gonna be, if I convert an IIM call????...It would be hell, to say the least...

My sincere advice to future aspirants..Whatever you wanna do in life, towards your carrier, do it prior to marriage...

Once you are married, the amount of sacrifice you may need to do to fullfill your dream would be 1000 times more than what it would be under normal circumstances....You will be punishing yourselves along with your family.............

Anyways, now that I have decided on CAT, there is no looking back..........

With bloated emotions & lonely thoughts, let me say bye now as my first love (CAT) is waiting for my attention........

33 days left for the showdown.......

Yesterday, I had been to the Pagalguy.com Bangalore meet....

Atleast 2 of us there were feeling Nostalgic about that place as it was the same venue where we used to have our 2006 PG meets.

Nothing has changed from then.......

After the meet me & CurtzIMI(Saikat) went to a Pub for a drink..Those 2 & half hour, we discussed so many things & every word which came out of his mouth added concrete to my determination.

I know that, there are so many things in life which are squeezing my mind off..But after all those crushings, the top layer still reflects my passion towards an IIM.There are so many things which I cant reveal, atleast in a public forum...But onething is, my mind is empty, my heart is heavy as Iam standing at a cross road in life now....

But what is victory without challenges?...Last year I had a Job, family with which I cracked CAT..This year with those factors, I have the additional thing called as problems..Lets see what the fighter in me gonna do now..Is he going to bounce or succumb..TIME WILL ANSWER...

43 days to go, before I spend those most valuable 150 minutes of my life...

43 days...Just 43 days...As far as the preparation front is considered, I some how feel Iam under prepared, probably 10-15% of what I had prepared by this time of the year, last time..So many things happening around, which is demanding my attention at this juncture..Though my heart is still breathing CAT CAT CAT CAT, my ambience this time has been so rude not allowing me to do anything towards my dreams...I would say Iam loosing everything in the FOUR lettered word called LIFE for the sake of the THREE lettered word called CAT or viceversa..Litterally struggling to draw the boundries as every situation of mine today is demanding atmost attention of mine...When will I draw the boundary or how best am I going to spend the next 43 days, I really dont know..All I know is one thing & only onething..I have to crack CAT whatever may happen, inspite of me being prepared or under prepared...